Hi all,
Yes, Tony Attwoods book is very good!! Be careful when testing yourself for ASD however, as, the thing is, it is next to impossible to diagnose yourself. I will tell you why.......
The "deficits" that you have as a result of the condition, make it impossible to recognise it in yourself. In fact, you might be interested to learn that a very large number of people that ARE diagnosed, flatly refuse to accept it. Their "deficits" [as i mentioned earlier] prevent them from seeing it in themselves.
I was one of these.... I was first diagnosed by a 66 year old professor of clinical psychology. At first i thought that there must be some mistake, but i used to keep telling myself that, If you built a home made bridge, and a 66 year old professor of structural engineering told you that it was insufficient to carry your ten ton lorry, and would assuredly collapse, collapse it would!!!!
Since then i have been diagnosed over and over, by different Consultant psychiatrists and the like and all with the same results....
I see it like this [self diagnosis] If you were, say schizophrenic, you would not read a book that said; "Liable to think they are Napoleon" and think "Ahhh, i think i am Napoleon, therefore i must be schizophrenic" as a person that is schizoprenic, does not THINK they are Napoleon, they KNOW that are Napoleon. So they would not recognise the problem in themselves if you follow me. So it is with ASD
You might be asking what is th benefit of being diagnosed in the first place...... Well, i will tell you....It enable you to make sense of the disaster that is your life, and explains to you why so many things have gone wrong, that you were unable to understand the reason for. It helps you Sooooooo much also, to realise that you are not the only person in the world like this........ I do not mind telling you, when i found out what the problem was, i was in tears just to realise that i was not alone... I am still so ashamed i cannot tell you. Even my own parents do not know.... They have no idea i have aspergers at all, i have never spoken to them about it. They have no idea what i do all day, or that i attend a day centre or anything....
Finally, can i just say a HUGE HUGE HUGE thank you to ALL the members of this forum that have been so kind to me, and sent me lovely posts, and to be honest, made me feel SOOOOOOOO much less alone and isolated. I count you ALL as my friends, and cannot thank you all enough for all the help and support i have had from you all.
God bless you all....
john...